It had been a looonngg time..

Yepz.. too long.. almost a year since I last blogged that I almost forgot how to do it..

a lot have changed. and a lot have not.

I'm still engaged. Sadly.. coz it feels too long.. Counting down the days to the wedding..

I WANNA BE MARRIED.

For a man who refused matrimony.. yepz.. the irony.. coz I ate my own words in the end..

a month to go then she'll be my wife.

Seriously.. for those of u who think u know me and for those who thinks that itz just another mushy entry by another fella.. lemme tell u that as much as I love being engaged, I do wanna get married.. for real.

when u find that someone, it just works..

Sure.. we do have our share of arguments... but itz not that much, itz not long and never serious.

the kissing and making up is always beautiful.

I had never been so much in love.. and this time, I would never get out of love.

For you, my beautiful wife-to-be-in-a-month-time, I promise you that I will take care of you and love you forever.

I had never wanted to be married.. never believed in matrimony, never wanted anyone too close to me.

but I proposed to you several days after we met.

and it had been more than a year now, and if I have a chance to rethink abt my decision to have you as my wife, I would not even need think twice..

of course, she's beautiful.. for those who thinks that she's not, please.. take ur sour grapes and envy elsewhere and eat them privately.. but therez more to her than just her beauty.. she's the most wonderful person who had ever entered my life.. and I'm not saying it coz she's reading it..

I have a choice to leave if I want to throughout the entire engagement coz we had been engaged for almost a year. She have the choice to leave if she wanted to.

But after 11 1/2 months of engagement, I have to admit that I'm totally in love, and having the time of my life.. Our relationship is like a permanent date. especially now coz her exams are over.. we can spend our time on my off days just relaxing and enjoying ourselves..

and in a month time, we can start our date when we open our eyes in the morning..

We had remained together thru the 11 1/2 months without any problems. maybe some ppl might think that u need challenges in a relationship to test it.. but who cares abt testing and if u think u need challenges in a relationship, have it in ur own.. ours is nicely untested and we dont wish to test it and we are satisfied with the way it is, thank you..

Hopefully, after the wedding we gonna start making babies.. if I am not shooting blanks..

but of course.. some ppl speculated that she's pregnant.. and thatz one of the two reasons why I wanted the engagement to be for a year.. the other was for the fact that we wanted her to complete her exams first..

For those friends of mine who had been influenced by my negative thoughts abt marriage.. ermz.. sorry ah.. itz really nice being engaged and I'm really looking forward for a beautiful marriage.. so those of u who had been influenced, go get married.

I had promised her a proper engagement ceremony - done.

I promised her a proper engagement - done.

I promised her a proper dowry - done.

I promised her a proper wedding - on the way.. we are just completing the little details now.

and I promised her a proper marriage and a proper family..

For you, my beautiful wife-to-be-in-a-month-time, I do promise you that.

It had been 9 months since I quit smoking.. something that I never thought I would do.. being a heavy smoker who had been smoking for the past 24 years.. and after 9 months.. I had lost all cravings for it..

I do think abt smoking once in a while.. but just thinking.. thatz it.. not wanting it.. I never want to restart smoking.. and thatz for my beautiful bride. she's the reason why I quit and I dont regret it.

For you, my beautiful wife, I love you.

I'm sending out my invitations soon. If you have not heard from me, please email me.

If I dont respond, it means that u are not invited.

ok.. anyway.. the rest of the previous entries are not gonna be published till it had been edited to a point that my kids can read it. so for the upcoming entries, therez not gonna be vulgarities or negative influences.

ok.. now for the current events..

like everyone else.. letz talk abt the top PSLE student.. the girl with the stailo milo name..

I'm proud of her..

coz her mother was a stewardess. yey.

But she's malay.. and suddenly, coz of her, everyone is claiming to be malays.

ermz.. those ppl whom when I gave them the dayung sampan joke* started to tell me all kind of family history that deny them from being pure malays.. those like.. my dad was an indian, my grandmother is a russian, my mom is javanese, I'm indonesian kinda shit.

some really wak kang faced ppl even claim to be of Dutch origin tau.. mana tah datang tu Dutch..

* (courtesy of an arab friend of mine whoz name shall not be mentioned so he dont get killed by the malays who have the capabilities to run amok)

BTW.. if u are an Indonesian or Javanese or Boyanese or Bugis or whatever, it means that u are a Malay. Coz ur heritage comes within the malay archipelago.

And I'm marrying a hindustani.

Hindustani tau.. tu pasal dia jambu.

A top PSLE student being Malay does not make all Malays smart.. and coz u guys suddenly claim to be Malays now does not make u Natasha Nabila..

releks dok.. lu masih boleh lepak.. takde orang paksa korang blajar.

somehow, the Malays have another hobby besides claiming to be Natasha Nabila.. besides Tammy.. I think most of the 3gp local porn videos are from mats and minahs..

kesian papa.. papa jahat sangat tu..

so the malays still got a lot more to prove.. either u should prevent the mats and minahs from distributing their homemade toilet gangbang videos or u should start making them speak english in those upcoming episodes so it'll be harder to distinguish..

whatever it is.. papa masih jahat tau..